Friday, June 12, 2009

being 2

Well, its kinda hard being 2, there are meltdowns, totaly joy, total anger, total hapiness and total exhaustion. I hope he appreciates being able to feel the full extent of every emotion when he is 13 and doesn't want to cry anymore about a girl or boy who broke his heart with a mean comment or a snide look. It's so amazing to me how mnay people stifle their kids, just because its inconvenient for them to hear the whole thing. My son has been having some MAJOR meltdowns, when he has them. They are getting more intense and more strategic, but not in a manipulative way. he is just trying to work an angle because he wants what he wants. Anyways, it is really hard to see him angry, and feel so out of control, but I am not sure what to do I have tried to offer him ways to cope, but they all fail. I think we need to start yoga. I amy try to get him intoa yoga routine soon, it's actually about time for that. So, maybe when he is 3 he will have better coping skills and life won't seem so damn unfair. It's gonna be a sad day when he realizes that he is not the only thing that matters to the entire world. He will always be one of the only things that matters to us, but its a harsh reality, the world just doesn't really care all that much.
Bitches!

No comments: